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in Buddhism Today Volume 1 & 2, 1996
Two
Obstacles to Practicing
Meditation
The
second of the seven main points is an
explanation of the eight obstacles or
mistaken states of mind that can prevent
us from meditating properly.
Agitation. The first
obstacle is agitation. Here mind becomes
very active with wanting or disliking
something. The mind then goes on and on
thinking about it. Thinking and worrying
about other things instead of meditating
is called agitation.
Regret. The second
obstacle is regret. Regret is thinking
about something that has already
occurred. It has passed and cannot be
changed. Still we feel enormous regret.
Heaviness. The third
obstacle is heaviness, which is connected
to karma. Heaviness here means that you
want to do something positive such as to
meditate, but you feel that you can't.
You immediately feel tired and heavy both
physically and mentally. But when you
want to do something negative, you
suddenly become very active and feel very
fresh.
Dullness. The fourth
obstacle is dullness or lack of clarity.
Here we should distinguish between
feeling heavy and feeling dull. Both are
connected to karma, but dullness is more
closely related to our health and
physical state. An example is eating
sugar. Sugar first brings the blood sugar
way up and then it drops very low. Then
you experience this kind of dullness.
Doubt. The fifth
obstacle is doubt. This is fundamental
problem for practicing both shamatha and
vipashyana. Doubt means that we feel
uncertain. For example, we may think,
"Maybe there is enlightenment, but
maybe there isn't." Then you will
not meditate properly, because this doubt
will drag you down. Sometimes you
progress, but then doubt pulls you back.
Doubt is a very tenacious obstacle.
Wishing harm. The
sixth obstacle is to wish on others or to
think negatively. This means being
ruthless, selfish, or arrogant. You
become jealous and start to dislike
others intensely. This is also a serious
obstacle for meditation.
Attachment. The
seventh obstacle is not quite as serious,
which is to be greedy or attached. This
simply means having many desires.
Drowsiness. The last
obstacle is drowsiness, becoming
completely unaware and falling asleep.
For
shamatha and vipashyana, there is another
set of obstacles. These are called the
five kinds of distraction.
Engagement. The first
distraction is to abandon the Mahayana.
The meditation practices of the Mahayana
are extremely vast; hearing about them
you might feel discouraged. Receiving
teachings on the Hinayana, you mistakenly
think you can achieve liberation in this
lifetime through Hinayana practices.
Thus, even though Hinayana meditations
are not as expansive as Mahayana, you are
deluded to think that you can achieve
results much faster. Abandoning the
Mahayana for the Hinayana is a great
distraction.
Outer distraction. The
second is outer distraction, meaning that
you are overly concerned with sense
pleasures such as wanting to become
wealthy, to obtain luxury and so on.
Inner distraction. The
third is inner distraction, to the
different states of mind which disturb
meditation. These are especially
agitation and dullness. Another inner
distraction arises in more advanced
practice. Becoming adept in meditation
develops a pleasant inner tranquility.
This feeling of mental pleasure is one of
comfort or relief, since mind has become
very tranquil. Attachment to that
tranquility is an obstacle.
Miraculous powers.
The fourth distraction is connected to
understanding the nature of things. We
could also call it distraction of
miraculous powers. From accomplishing
shamatha, you can concentrate very deeply
on the physical nature of things and can
manipulate how they appear. It is control
through concentration. In Buddhism it is
taught that physical things are made up
of four elements: earth, water, fire and
air.
Concentrating
in the way of shamatha, you change the
elements. Water becomes fire; fire
becomes air, and so on. In our present
-state of development, we cannot
understand how such a power could
function. It is not something to be
explained through the laws of physics. If
you become attached to this miraculous
power, this becomes an obstacle.
Negative state of mind.
The fifth distraction is that of a
negative state of mind. When one
accomplishes shamatha it becomes very
deep and stable. But shamatha is limited
to resting the mind; ego clinging is
actually still present. It is only
through practicing vipashyana that ego
clinging is eliminated. Therefore,
continuing to practice shamatha, making
it deeper and vaster, without applying
vipashyana, brings the distraction of a
negative state of mind.
At
the present time, we have been reborn as
humans and our bodies have been produced
by actions from previous lives. When the
karma for a human being is exhausted, we
die and are reborn elsewhere in a state
determined by our previous actions. If in
this life we only practice shamatha
without vipashyana, this creates the
karma of being reborn in a state similar
to deep meditation, which is still within
samsara. Such a state of meditation can
last a very long time. It is very
peaceful, but it is not liberation. So
when the karma for being in that state is
exhausted, you will again fall back into
the other realms of samsara. This
distraction is described as a negative
state of mind because meditation that is
misused in this way does not lead to
liberation but leads to rebirth within
conditioned existence.
There
are four meditation states that are
fixated on tranquility. The first is an
experience of endless space, the second
is to experience mind as infinite, the
third is an experience of nothing at all,
and the fourth is an experience that
things are neither there nor not there.
But this is still not liberation, only
experiences arising from mind. One can
remain in these absorptions for millions
of years. In one way this is of course
pleasant, but it is not of any benefit,
because eventually one can fall out of
this state back into other realms of
samsara.
The Remedies
The
first obstacle is agitation. Why does
agitation occur? It comes from ordinary
attachment to this life. We are born with
a human body, we are naturally attached
to that and concerned about it. Due to
the habit of attachment we start to worry
about it. However, in this human life
there is nothing we can really achieve.
Once we are dead, our likes and dislikes
do not exist. Remembering this, there is
no reason to grasp or to be so irritated
with what happens. Therefore, the remedy
is to contemplate impermanence.
Understanding this calms agitation.
We
can contemplate impermanence both during
meditation and during daily life. This
can be done on a coarse level by
meditating on the impermanence of the
world and on the beings who live there.
To contemplate the impermanence of the
world, think about how the world changes
over time. The years pass, and every year
consists of different seasons: winter
spring, summer and autumn. The seasons
consist of months. The months consist of
days. The days consist of hours. The
hours consist of minutes. The minutes
consist of seconds, and so on. Every
moment the world changes.
We
can also contemplate the impermanence of
beings who live in this world. Here we
can think that we and all other beings
constantly grow older, and we are all
going to die. First comes childhood, then
adulthood, then old age, and finally
death. No one has escaped death so far.
You
can also contemplate impermanence on a
more subtle level. If we consider
physical matter, it consists of tiny
particles or atoms. These particles never
remain the same but move around
constantly. As they change all the time,
each moment the particles cease in order
to produce new particles in other
combinations. Every moment of matter is
therefore new, because its particles have
changed since the previous moment.
The
meaning of shamatha is to concentrate.
The result of shamatha is to produce
tranquillity of the mind. Although
concentrating on impermanence is not the
main shamatha practice, it also results
in tranquillity.
In
our daily life we can also contemplate
impermanence to decrease our attachment,
by training ourselves to consider
impermanence. Whatever happens, do not
feel hurt or find things sensational. No
matter what the problem, it helps to
contemplate impermanence. Otherwise, you
might be shocked when sudden obstacles
arise. The problem itself may not change,
but understanding impermanence softens
your reaction to it.
When
feeling regret we should simply
understand that it is a pointless
feeling, because the past is already
gone. We cannot change it even if we
think a great deal about it. Therefore,
we should just let it go and forget about
it.
The
best way to overcome physical and mental
heaviness is to develop strong confidence
and trust in the qualities of the Three
jewels. Contemplate the superior
qualities of the Buddha. Consider the
qualities of the teachings that bring us
to realization, the profound methods. The
teachings are true; they actually work.
Finally, we consider the qualities of the
practitioners, the sangha. Here, sangha
does not refer to ordinary monks or lay
people, but to practitioners who have
achieved realization. Through developing
trust and confidence in the Three jewels
we can overcome the obstacle of
heaviness.
The
next obstacle was dullness or lack of
clarity. The way to work with this is to
refresh yourself by encouragement and
stimulation. When a general prepares for
war, he begins by building up the morale
of his people. If the soldiers hesitate,
they could become fearful and petrified.
But when properly encouraged they become
quite brave, and can attack effectively.
Dullness is a very subtle enemy arising
in meditation, so you have to encourage
yourself to defeat it.
The
remedy for doubt is simply concentration.
Initially it is better not to follow your
doubts, but to just continue to practice.
Another way to remove doubt is to use
logic. For example, if we doubt whether
there actually is a path towards
enlightenment, we should ask ourselves
what does such a path consist of? The
path is to remove ignorance. What is
ignorance? Ignorance is a product of mind
and is caused by clinging to an ego. By
continuing to analyze in this way, you
can clarify doubts and finally eliminate
them. This is precisely the purpose of
study. Not everyone has time to study,
but then those who have studied a lot can
help others by explaining things to them
in a simple way.
For
the problem of wishing harm to others you
should contemplate kindness, which can be
done in two ways. One way is to look for
the true nature of kindness. Kindness is
not something solid. Even though it is
empty in essence, a feeling of kindness
arises. Another way is to generate
kindness, first toward those you like,
such as parents, children or friends.
Gradually, extend this feeling out to
more and more beings. These meditations
on kindness are very powerful practices.
Accomplishing them, you can even affect
others. If a meditator practices alone in
a cave, he could affect all the beings
living in that area. People and even
animals could naturally start to feel
kindness also.
Attachment
or having many desires can be remedied by
considering problems involved with having
wealth and possessions, by contemplating
cause and effect. If you are attached to
your possessions, you have to put in a
lot of hard work to preserve them. When
you see how much effort this takes, your
greed will naturally decrease. Another
method is to contemplate the feeling of
contentment, to understand how much
freedom there is when you are content
with what you have.
The
next obstacle is drowsiness. Here it
helps to imagine light, like the red
autumn sky at sunset. It is a clear,
soft, red light. Do not imagine light
which is strong and direct like sunlight;
this doesn't help.
Actually,
once you get used to meditating and it
has become completely natural for you,
you are no longer bothered by all of
these problems and obstacles. Meditation
has become a part of you. When the mind
has achieved this level, it also affects
the body.
All
the energies in the body become peaceful
and tranquil; you feel very comfortable
meditating. Normally we think that the
body controls the mind, but at a deeper
level, the mind really controls the body.
Therefore, when meditation has become
natural, the tranquil mind takes over our
system and makes the body fit for
meditation.
To
develop natural meditation, we need two
qualities: mindfulness and remembrance.
Mindfulness is to be aware of what occurs
in the mind, not missing anything.
Through mindfulness, when you notice a
problem in meditation such as agitation,
then you must remember which remedy to
apply. Mindfulness and remembrance always
go together; they are essential in making
meditation a part of you. When you become
adept at meditating, you will understand
how they work together.
Generally,
all obstacles fall into two categories:
agitation and dullness. As protection
from these two obstacles some general
advice is useful. Avoid having addictions
to smoking, drinking, etc. Avoid eating
too much, which develops dullness. People
who work of course have to eat, but you
can be aware of what you eat. Serious
practitioners who sit a lot do not need
as much to eat. That is why during the
time of the Buddha, monks would not eat
after one p.m. This brings success for
shamatha practice and helps the mind. At
this level, to forgo dinner does not
affect your sleep. Normally monks are
forbidden to drink alcohol, but
vipashyana meditators are advised to
drink a little. Of course you cannot get
drunk. Vipashyana develops a lot of
energy, and that energy can cause
insomnia, which does not occur in other
practices. Another piece of advice is to
sleep at the proper time: go to bed after
ten in the evening and get up at five. If
you go to bed after midnight, although
you may sleep eight hours, it is not
really of benefit. So go to sleep before
midnight.
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